56. 100% DEATH
Day 4 since Nanny died.
Still sad and grieving at points.
Still finding more evidence of my Life being meaningless.
Still angry yet happy for gran’s peaceful end yet still navigating through complex emotions.
Still not in the mood to talk to anyone or engage in anything because realisation has struck that nothing means anything.
We are all ashes and dust.
This body and its thoughts and actions is illusion. I don’t mean anything, really.
Death of body is 100% guaranteed.
Spirit is eternal.